Tuesday, January 22, 2008,
A Chance Meeting
Yesterday.. a most miraculous thing happened to mE..
To mE.. it felt like fate was weaving its threads just at that right moment..
It all happened rather quickly.. and (very) surprising.. though a pleasant one.
~ Here lies the tale..
What seemed like a normal meet-up between 3 brothers turned into something that was... something more~ ..for mE at least.
The original plan was to have our jog at Bedok reservoir. But.. I felt lazy.. and suggested to the other two if we could have it at East Coast Park instead (a joke it was meant to be..)
Much to my surprise.. they both agreed.. without a tinge of hesitation. Naturally.. I was glad (though perhaps abit toO much?) But little did I know that that simple alter in our plans would hand fate the tools which it needs to spin its wheel..
10.15am.. and Ivan called mE.. he was here already (though he kept that bit from mE.. =\) Good thing he did what he did.. for I might not have woken in time.
10.45am.. finally he decides to come up.
11am.. willy (at last) shows up after making past the canal (or.. sewer.. as he puts it)
11.15am.. We left my humble abode and headed for the beach.. which was just a bridge away. We really took our time to stroll across.
11.30am (thereabout).. The jog commenced.. we decided to jog the other direction this time (towards McD's)...
.. And it was then.. when the strings of fate finally crossed one another.. and formed the miracle.. which was...
~her~
It was only 5min through our run.. when my eye caught a glimpse of a face which seemed ever so familiar.. ever so charming~ A sight which I could never get tired of.. nor could I ever forget~
I thought to myself.. if I had mistaken.. or perhaps I was delusional?
But to be honest.. I knew it couldn't be anyone else. My senses could never fail to recognise one such as her. The red-rimmed glasses.. which matched the slight tinge of redness in her cheeks.. her neatly trimmed short hair.. and of coz.. those alluring eyes of hers which never fail to captivate mE.. completely. Not to mention.. her smile.. which seems to add another day to my lifespan everytime I see it~
Needless to say.. I felt like I could run a marathon after our lil' encounter..
However.. though the tale seems to be that of a joyous occurrence.. it also brought along the untasteful feelings of grief. Oh, how my mind started to wander off..
Nonetheless.. it all seemed to be the workings of fate. Though I agree that Sg is a tiny island.. but if you think about it.. how coincidental can it be such that.. out of ALL the possible friends/family that I could've bumped into.. did she become the one to be?
Whether it was an overall, happy occurrence or not.. is a separate issue.
The fact remains that.. I somehow believe it was the hands of goD at work. An opportunity? A sign? or a warning? - All these questions I seem to be asking myself.. one after another..
.. Is it Fate, Faith or Fear that compels mE? ..
`keLvin
2:55 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008,
..A Dream..
Two nights ago.. I had a dream.
It was the sweetest dream ever..
It felt so real.. almost toO real..
During that time.. I actually thought it was happening..
..The thing which I have been longing for.. waiting for..
I did not want to wake up from it... ever.
But.. some things are not meant to last..
.. As it was just a dream ..
`keLvin
3:30 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008,
When will February come?
Am loOkin' forward to February~
The only thing that I loOk towards to right now~
The only thing that spurs mE on~
The only thing that brings mE hope~
Yet.. it may be the only thing that can make/break mE.. completely~
I've placed my trust in the words you carry~
For they are the ones who pulled mE from the pit which I had stumbled into.. and fallen ever so deeply~
~ I wish . I long . I hope ~
..To see the world.. through your eyes..
`keLvin
3:33 PM
