Sunday, June 21, 2009,
Footprints
Footprints
One night a man had a dream
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life,
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
One belonging to him, and the other to the Lord~
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
He looked back at the footprints in the sand
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life~
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it:
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most, you would leave me."
The Lord replied:
"My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints..
.. it was then that I carried you~"
~
I saw this in Peggy's new house on Friday night and somehow it kinda struck me rather deeply
The ending especially touched me quite abit.. the words reaching into the depths of the heart.
I guess part of the reason was coz I was feeling abit down then.. had nothing to do for that period.. and my mind just kept thinking of you.
Whenever I have nothing to do or am left alone, my mind immediately races towards you and you're all that I think about~
`keLvin
5:18 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009,
Hoping to hear
Final paper in 14 hours time..
Hoping to hear from you before that~
It would mean the world to me~
`keLvin
11:16 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009,
Taking a step back..
Taking a step back...
.. afraid of becoming just like that monster...
It scares me..
Thinking of the way I had approached things today...
I'm not like that..
I'm just anxious..
Patience is what I desperately need..
"Play it cool"..
These words never meant as much as they do now..
Thanks for the advice..
I'm afraid I might have chipped my chances..
`keLvin
5:21 PM
Chance
I might actually have a real chance this time..
`keLvin
1:51 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009,
If only you knew
Tomorrow is another day~
Not just any other day, but a day with you~
A day with you is like being drowned in love all over again~
You are all that is on my mind these days~
Not even the pangs of my final paper, or the brokenness of my tooth bother me when I think of you~
But when I hear of how sad you've become..
Or how your eyes have turned red from the tears that you cried..
It breaks my heart ever so painfully..
Knowing that there was nothing I could do at that moment..
All I can hear are the sufferings that torment you..
The pain and sorrow that you feel..
But you don't have to be alone..
You don't have to cry alone..
.. if only you knew
I wish I could be there for you~
I wish I could rid the thorn that constantly plagues you..
That thorn which makes my blood boil..
Knowing how much it has hurt you so..
But I know you will be strong~
I know that you can overcome~
Whatever it is that you are facing..
I'll always be behind or not too far~
.. if only you knew
`keLvin
11:29 PM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009,
Your Opinions Matter
Just wondering..
I wish to hear from you guys, your thoughts and more importantly your opinions.
What do you think of inter-country relationships?
For example: Malaysian & Singaporean couples
Is it feasible? Realistic? Difficult?
I know of a few friends who have experienced this before and some worked whilst others.. not so fortunate.
To be honest, I've always shook my head against such "cross country" relationships because I feel it'll be immensely difficult to maintain and more importantly, be with one another.
But anyway, I'd love to hear from what you guys think~
Cheers~
`keLvin
11:35 AM
Friday, June 05, 2009,
On my mind
You are all that's on my mind
Thoughts of exams, its anxieties, its complexities..
all went out the window with the breeze of the night.
You make me feel something that I've longed to feel
There's something about you that is special to me.
Is it your eyes, your hair or simply that sweet smile of yours..
That puts a warm smile onto my face even before I realise.
All I know is,
You make me feel all these emotions
Emotions that make me who I am and defines the sensitive side of me.
The stories that you share..
Your stories..
Touch me ever so genuinely.
Seeing you troubled with that sad expression on your face..
Words cannot describe how I long to comfort you..
and tell you that "It's alright"
I wish the day had never ended
I wish that moment in the lab would forever be.
And I wish that somehow you could sense
How much you are growing onto this silly little boy
A boy that is thinking of you..
And watching you from afar~
`keLvin
10:33 PM
