Sunday, April 13, 2008,
In Hell, but with Angels
This past week has been full of ups and downs.. if not for the ups.. I'd probably think that I'm kaL-eL and see if its true. lol.. Most of you probably have no clue as to what i just said.. its ok. =P
Lets start off with last sat.. I got a real surprise when I received a gD friend's gift all the way from Sg. =)
The biFdaY card was rather heart-warming.. and I like the little "K" , "E" , "L" , "V" , "I" , "N"s that were pasted onto the card front. =)
Did u use squeeze-on fabric paint? Or it came in alphabets?
Enclosed in the parcel was also a 'Superman Returns" keychain which loOked so awesome (I'm a sucker for anything to do with the big guy lol~) and also a nice white Casio watch~ =)
~Thanks soO much Yanyin~
~ All hail KaL-eL! ~
Also had a nice dinner with peGgy, Bido and Tuan at a Korean restaurant in the city.. Hmm.. the foOd was alright.. but I reckon there are other nicer places. The impt thing to mE is the company of coz.. the rest is 2nd.
~ BidO , Tuan , peGgy ~
~ Kim Chi Pot ~
After a pleasant weekend.. it was time for my "hell-week" to begin. =\
There were two things that had to be accomplished within the week - 1) Power System Analysis' mid-semester exam and 2) Renewable Energy Principles' design assignment.
May not sound much.. but both are huge assessments to mE.. PSA exam - 20%, REP assignment - 15%.
PSA exam fell on Thursday @ 10am..
It was actually an easy paper.. but.. because I had lacked the discipline to study well this time round....... I suffered the immense consequences of it.
Sigh.... if only I had spent more effort in revising for it.. if only, if only, if only. All of which are excuses in their own right. No one to blame but myself.
It was soO bad.. that I'm v.sure I've failed it badly. =\
And of coz... I didn't feel exactly proud of what I had done/did not do.
After the exam.. I sat myself down at the computer labs with sheng to try and finish my REP assignment... which was due the following day. Naturally.. not being able to grasp the fact that I had just performed my worst ever in an exam.. I found it difficult to fully concentrate.
Of coz.. I pushed on.. and just when I thought nothing gD would come out of the day... my HP rang. "Withheld" was displayed on my screen. I was abit hesistant to pick it up coz u never know. But I'm glad I did~ =)
A v.familiar voice resounded in my ear.. and just before she spoke her name.. I knew who it was. She called to ask mE what my address was. Abit surprised I was.. but she explained~
Aiyo.. I feel paiseh lei, Yanyin. =P
Though it was just a simple call.. it was because I was hearing a gD friend of mine on the other end that made all the difference. It really lifted up my spirits~ =)
So i guess.. that call saved mE from my own disappointment.
Come Friday.. it was WORSE. Omg.. I've never EVER had to RUSH as MADLY as I did to hand in an assignment~!! It was a HORRENDOUS day... filled with super-ly filled amounts of ANXIETY.. FRANTIC-NESS.. and FEAR.
Sigh.... I don't wish to think about it further... But lets just say.. I also could've done much better. Poor time management.. laziness.. and not knowing how to do it (which is no excuse at all..) led to my ultimate downfall. At one point.. I had to return home to print out my report and attempt to touch it up. But I soon realised there were soOoo many flaws in my report! And there was NO TIME! Die..
But because "due time" was approaching.. I could not do anything further.. and had to literally RUN back to school within 15min to hand it up.
zZz... Kelvin.. You are falling.. slowly.. but surely. WHAT ARE YOU DOING???...
It was the worst experience ever for mE.. in terms of assignments etc. I shall NEVER want to experience that again.. Let this be a lesson harshly learnt.
Oh did I mention I'm most probably gonna do badly for it toO? ...
NO MORE. This insolence of mine has to HALT.
Next Wednesday is my Control Systems mid-semester exam. I will work hard for it and blow it away!
Mika said to mE.. "GAMBATTE, Kelvin-kun~!!" lol.
Enough of my misery.. a wonderful thing happened on friday though.
BLEACH 166~!!
WHOOO!!!
Actually.. it was out on Thursday.. but of coz I could only watch it after everything was done on Friday.
A long awaited episode and boy was it GREATTT-TO~!! An all-out grudge match between Grimmjow (my hero.) and Ichigo (I hate him.)~!!
Only one thing to say...
"GRIND!! PANTERAAAAAAAA~!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!"
whoO~ Grimmjow's released form is coOLLLL.. though I don't like the ears bit. LoL~
Sigh.. toO bad my Grimmjow will lose eventually.. seeing as how he is the antagonist.. =\
Why can't he be the gD guy?? Ichigo is such a pansy.. I hate him. Stupid orange hair. lol.
Next week's episode is gonna be exciting toO I reckon~ =D
*Go Grimmjow~!!
~ Grimmjow Jeagerjaque - Pantera release ~
Another gD thing this week.. I had my first driving lesson on Wednesday~! An hour of fun. Ravi went through the basics with mE.. like how the clutch operates internally.. why your car will stall if u don't clutch-in before u brake etc..
And he straight away let mE drive along the streets~! I was like.. errr... You sure about this? lol.
But I guess he knew I had been driving abit in fiz's car already.
The drive around the neighbourhood was gD.. except that I have to work more on my turning..
"LESSON 1: CLEAR~!"
And finally.. just 4 hours ago.. I went to collect another international parcel from the post office.. and the sender this time? None other than my dear family~ =)
When I saw the sender address and name.. I knew what was inside. I know my mother oh toO well and likewise, she does toO. =)
Thanks for the long anticipated MIKA CONCERT TOUR 2007 DVD~!!!!! WHOO-HOOO~!! =DD~~
I guess they finally released it in Sg~
Oh and of coz.. a nice lil' biFdaY card came along with it~ =)
~ Yes My Joy ~

I feel so blessed to be surrounded by soO many people who care so much for mE..
Sometimes I wonder if I am undeserving of them..
It's times like these that make mE wanna punch myself for disappointing them.. and letting them down.. as was the case this week..
I love you all~ And will work hard for all of you~
`keLvin
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